Michelle Rodriguez Opens Up On Paul Walkers Death: 'It's More Of Like A Jealousy That He's There First'
For the first time since Paul Walker's untimely death in 2013, Michelle Rodriguez has opened up in controversial documentary The Reality Of Truth, saying some pretty ~spaced out~ and questionable things.
The 37-year-old actress, who appeared in the insanely successful Fast & Furious franchise with Paul said that she went to such a dark place after hearing of his death that she did anything she could to get her mind off of his death.
“I have to say, you know, when I lost Paul, I went through about a year of just being an animal. Like, what could I do, physically, to just get my mind off of existentialism? Get my mind off of how transient life is and how we come here and can just disappear at any moment. How could I get my mind off that?” she explained.
Michelle reveals that she tried a hallucinogenic plant Ayahuasca which she claims helped her come to terms with his death.
“I did everything I could possibly do to hide from myself and I’ll tell you that my Ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here. It wasn’t a sadness that he’s gone, it’s more like a jealousy that he’s there first.”
The Reality Of Truth introduces audiences to the modalities people have used throughout history to transcend into an alternate reality and is already causing a huge stir.
Watch the trailer below.
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